I have no idea what the H is wrong with me. If it wasn't for HAVING to get up and take care of the "kids" I would stay in bed all day. I have lost all my umph in creating and even using the computer. The day starts at 7:15 AM with feeding the kitties then going out to feed the horses and Molly and running the tractor around shoveling "poop". I then come in for coffee and check mail...that's it for the day as far as computers. My hip, leg and my arms have been bothering me now for over 3 weeks. I can't say my muscle strength is gone as I'm still able to shovel and lift hay but the ache never goes away. That and I'm exhausted most of the time. I know exercise helps but I've given up at that too, all but the walking the pasture and shoveling " Poop"
Diagnosing myself I'd say depression..that seems to be the first thing that comes to mind . I remind myself of the TV commercials except that I don't think those people get up faithfully to do chores. But then I don't feel depressed...I just have no interest in anything. There is no concentration. I feel like a robot. Just doing because I'm programed to.
I did manage to enter our PSPX3 monthly contest based on Moonlight and surprise of all I one first place.
it was from a new kit I won at NK digitals and the prioze is another $5.00 at NK.
I haven't done anything since. Just no creative juices at all.
Today I got up did the usual came in turned on the TV and NOTHING the damn cable box is crapped out again..it took me five mins. to make the thing turn the TV off POS. Those not knowing Piece of Shit.
Just adds to the mood.
I've decided to become a recluse I do not want to see or talk to anyone till this subsides.
Dry Creek Ranch
Dry Creek Ranch
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
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