two steps forwardf 10 back

I'm very disappointed. I was doing so good and suddenly I can't put much weight on my leg and have resorted back to the cane. I don't think I have done anything serious but who knows. It could be the lousy weather we are having but who knows. I've had to start driving my Jeep again and that alone is very difficult for me to get in and out. Also I've been bending over so that I can get the hay for the girls..against Dr's orders but it's that or they starve. I wish I could have had some round bales to avoid all this. Any way we have round poles on top to keep the tarp on and I've also bee lifting these....but it seems to be the strength in the leg is not there. I must admit I haven't done the exercises daily maybe every third day but I wouldn't think I'd loose the strength.  Very frustrating for sure and depressing. Tracy has offered to come and feed and she does drive me places bless her heart but I like to be very independent and I have to be able to do things on my own.

I've already paid for the reunion and now I wish I hadn't as right now I don't feel up to going if I can't walk about normal  in which case I will loose Sue as a friend as she paid for hers on my saying we would go. I refuse to be seen with that walker or cane though. Deep down I really want to go, but it is very frustrating.